The one always loved me unconditionally was only my father.. he never failed me.. when i my heart was constantly used and thrashed by the ones i loved, it was only him hold me.. never letting go of me.. even now, i know when, he left forever and im still traped in the same shit.. i can really realise, all my father want was never my tears..!!but until i have to breath i have to curse each moment  and live...because only i got one pure relation..who may not bear my tears in this life.. that was the only blessing  i can count from god.. my father !