Game plot changed the moment i behave blind  to thy intentions and tried to protect my heart to know that i am abandoned..it was loud and clear, just i was the one struggle  too far for more, and that result in chaos, and ended whr same as you.. really i never wanted to be like u.. but when i answer in same way as you.. i became same.!!still i struggles how can some one have such influence  tht i just spoil my ethics, eventhough it was unintentional and never in conscious. It hurt mr to me, it never a question  tht you deserved  or not.. but i didnt ever deserve tht much pain on the first place to explode. Still it hurts cz i was never me.. addiction  kills!!