Again on the edge.. stressed and panicked.. these moments drag me, to long felt confusions.. again playing with mind.. rude and cruel way.. im trapped.. as if i cant breath, my tears keep falling down.. what did i do..guess now no one cn help.. im damn alone for my care, i wish i could sleep.. just forget as dream, may i was illusional.. and may be this is what i get after abandoning myself for the good of others..