I really dont have any idea, what to do when this insecurity shoots out in my head, and fear runs through my veins.. its really scary when you know you are not part of any one's life and there is not even a single soul left out there you can even think will understand you!!this is bringing the shit out of me day by day in more intensity !!creepy thoughts and daring days!!every  day becoming a bloody survival fight!!and i know the kid in me is damn scared!