I dont know this time where my depression  will take me.. every time it catches me red hand, makes me miserable.. some times i feels why my on and off button have no manners.. any time any where with out any reasons it gets off and im dragged mercilessly to that cave of ultimate darkness.. again days of treatments.. going on and off and on.. i just feel trapped some where i dont belong..even if its on mood or off mood!!guess "when the going gets tough, the tough get going "!!