All i could feel is the heat raising from both side of my head.. my hands are shaking and my heart beats are out of control.. again height  of my panick mode.. its like drowning  me to the depths of my confused mind..i know no one i can approach  any more..all runs away people dont have time to face their own issues..i cant be a joke any more to any..even when my shadow itself wash hands and hide of course.. no choice let me go with this shitty tide.. just i know iam damn scared and alone in this road.. cz the road i goes will take me to hell and i cant take any with me too..