im not remained the same...now i hate to look in to my mirror..whn i look an  unknwn figure laughs at me...to whom...im not familiar...my once long hair..once thou wish to see long..i cut it in to pieces...it was like snakes in my head...i no longer use any bindi on my forhead..or any kind of attraction...which will remind me the shadow of my past...colors r killing me inch by inch.......oh lord punish me...i dont want this any more.....shatter me in to pieces with thy sword..so tht i get freedom frm this world......!!!