ONCE

i am waiting for a dawn in my life..that day this blue sky will look so wonderful..the sweet voice of a lot of birds will wake me up..the rays of the sun will come through my windows & touch my face with its marvelous hands..a touch which will  be more softer than a feather....breeze will embrace me once & invite me to the vastness of nature..& will give wings for me so that i cud fly away from this four walls..the smell of freedom..yes! i will fly ..high..again high..i will fly in between drifting clouds..i'l see birds pass near me..i will pass the mountains, rivers..then i will reach a meadow near the valley side..which will b beautiful..with the presence of beautiful garden surrounds & stream near by..i will tread my self through that place & fill my breath with the fragrance of the breeze..i will fill nooks & corners of that place with my presence..then i will sit on the rock & i will cry..my lamentations will echo that place..i will give up my whole suffocation and worries in that stream side..then i will reach to a lonely place which will be only mine..slowly..i will cut my wings there..blood will shower from my wounds & that blood will purify the place..i will find my grave there &..i wil let my self comfortable  in that..i will take a deep breath ..then.silence!!peace!!sleep will bless me!!& my eyes will decorated by your dreams..sand will make me invisible soon..i will be vanished from the eyes of nature..then..i don't know how & when..but once from each of my tissues..1000s of plants will sprout out..frm that 1000s of flowers will bloom..a lot of butterflies come finding fragrance and take honey from those flowers..then they will carry my presence to the universe..among those butterflies..one butterfly will carry my free soul...i will come near u,with that gifted and rented last birth of mine..to spend my one and last day with u..i will sit on your arms & feel  your presence..but ..will u..will u able to recognize me???