I used to wonder what made me fail in relationships whether it's companion ship, friendship or other any relations around me..I know the answer now it's just my trust issues.i don't even trust myself...scared damn scared of being lonely made me actually lonely from birth..every relations I seen had an expiry date..if they don't end it I ends before they even try..being sick of myself made me sick of world..I know frm here I hve no place to go..I'm done.now only one ,who cn leave me is my self..counting my days..just I wonder y I cnt not be loved,cared by me also..but yea there is actually no wonder as far as I know I am a masterpiece who don't owe any body or myself an explanation..cz all tend to see only their acceptable truth,which may not be mine..so while they assume my life..I just walk away and hide in my own cave,digging my grave.