Feels lyk the lonely metaphor stucks against the wall of her heart harshly....streaming lines of conspiracy echos in her ears repeatedly ...wasting thoughts. .vanishing of love...sucks...forbidden love been always her choice..heart breaking realities her habit..her love had always been under unseen contracts..her lamentations supressed in between walls of consciousness .. compromises..n So called fear of loneliness..the world calls her...lunatic..queen of forbidden...stupidities..her love gives pain takes life..as the life remain always a blunder..