They are fighting..my demons..inside my head.. abusing me..I can't hear any others..their voice is too much..they are consuming me..fels I'm failing..they r hurting me ..they will own me soon..cz they know u r long gone..& and this time I have no strength left to fight back..dad

Dad..

Some times I want to shout and ask y you done this to me dad..u given all why they needed.. possession..money , authority..what about my need??all I wanted was some one whom thinks me as theirs..n vice versa..that was only you..my father n me..I told frm years..I jst want to live as long as u..with out any security I left alone now..cz I was safe under ur protection..now what..all I know is hide from this bloody world..my wings was took by you..5months ago..I don't have any..no reason to live..no dreams to fullfill..every day became a torture to live..pls help me dad..I don't want to live..all around me is 2faced PPL..you know I hate to pretend like them..it's really scary in here..I'm all alone..

"Worth" means alot to take at a time..thus no one so far have the worth to get her..in reality it was all fantasy.. infatuation, society pressure,word games..they are names for those relation she seen..exploited and thrown..never it was love..never it was ever true love..sometimes it was just addiction..never to be loved or to love any is the complete truth..still  this funny truth yet been tortured her so far..but this is after all her actual realisation and transformation..thus she knows she been precious.the transformation of a butterfly was never an easy task..now it's time to reach out the sky..and all together fall in love to herself.. truly madly..atleast there is one love will never hurt her again-selflove..n it's have it's "Worth"..finally..