When we don't know the result of a problem most of us will not even try to find out solutions.most cases solution will b simple if we took the guts to face it..more you elope from the reality more illusion create fear in you.. every action will have good or bad consequences..learn to take the responsibility is the first step.we came alone and we goes alone..have a life worth..ruling your mind & body than blindly following your hearts fears.You only is the creator of your life..

Dust will be settling.. but I will never..

Now..
For the words originated from my mouth,I can't blame any..what words should go out from me good or bad is just my responsibility..it's been said each word create a blast..it can give birth to alot reactions in people's minds just like the ripples in water if we throw a stone.stone wil go inside water and it stays for a life time..the word uttered is considered as a sword..if we don't use it carefully alot damage can happen..let the word  bring happiness,calmness, motivation and comfort..than hurt any.."Loka Samasta Sukhino Bhavantu"

Did you ever thought about this: what if god(in any religion)know every languages and accept every prayers we ask and just he don't know one thing which is the word called negative such as (can't ,won't, shouldn't, wouldn't, etc)

As our mind is been constantly discouraged for thinking every thing can be achieved..alot people's prays in kind of this way.."god pls don't make me fail in the exam".."pls don't let me suffer this much and all".

Can u imagine if god is ready to give you everything u ask how he may hear these prayers..
Like this:
"God make me fail in exam"
"God pls let me suffer"

Hope you can understand how it works..with confidence if you ask anything in a positive manner you will receive.

When everything coming back to hands from where lost and with more perfection,it seems I am the one been lost from me to receive it..life is strange!

As a baby..I was free..I had a magic with me like a geenie..I was granted all I wanted..I was free and fearless..I done what ever I wished..
As I grown old people surrounding me told every thing is not possible to get..there are limitation for dreams..the moment I started believe it my geniee became faded..as if the dark fog of fear covered my view..I started to fill my heart with doubts in what ever I do..I got negative thoughts ..more I prayed and complained to god cz of my unhappiness then more unhappiness came to me in return..

Then once I realise what between my goal and me is less confidence because of the fear of unknown..what negative we thinks run most time in our head than than the things we want to achieve..then ofcourse our fear becomes our destination.

In the alchemist book it been told "When you really want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it." ..inspite of thinking of what we want if we concentrate on things what we don't want(fear of unknown on the route of achieving your goal) what wil happen?

:)

(Fear instilled in various way..from parents, relatives,society,colleagues, experience n many many ways..keep it dream High than ur fears ..as finally law of attraction works or what we think we becomes..)

Happiness and sadness is like two sides of a coin called life..one add more intensity to the other.. knowingly or unknowingly..

In this world how many men can say I want a son in law like me and my character for my princess like daughter..and how many women will say just like my character and my life I need daughter in law for my prince like son?

Truth is "very rare"..parents should always be example for their kids..if u respect each other thatz what your teaching to your kids..they wil also respect each gender.

Treat your spouse in a way that it kids want to know their dignity and dream for a life like their parents..

Biggest achievement in life is all about how we treat ourselves and others.how every day we grow mentally and spiritually..so that we can see the unnecessary drama society putting on us and save ourselves from the 11th century (known as dark age)rules of it.

A kid is not competition item to prove masculinity
Rape is not a scale to check purity of a woman
Gender,Religion,caste,state, country Beyond all we are human,then behave like one.

I saw only two eyes so far,in which kindness and love sprouted unconditionaly for me..those eyes never blame me for my failures...even in each fall given hands to make me stand up again..world's largest treasure is meaningless with out if he is not with me..my first love..my true hero.. my father..who can't see tears in my eyes.i want to die as his princess than becoming a queen of any man..

I wait for a day where my happiness don't depend on other people..cz when it's like that I'm becoming a caged bird..my life is like rotten..I became like a reflection of that person..happy when they are and sad when they are..I forgets I do exist..so I waiting for me to get me back..

It's so funny some times people will make you feel unworthy to be in their like more than a limit and when you start keeping a distance the same people will blame you for abandoning them..

Love is a confused word..for some people love is freedom ..while for some others it's slavery.!

I always wonder..

Why thy love come with "will discuss later" than lets just fix it...that was the failure of thy love when my love got abandoned endlessly for thy own reasons..failure was each effort i made when thou shown thine empty hands..love is a bad weapon when it became one sided..


Still my heart bursting with hugs and kisses which thou never receives..even not noted..

i was a wave..or drifting cloud

thus thy wind shifted my path..

i was strong tide,then a slight wind 

than i was storm which beat 

still there was a thread of hope in thy hands..

There is nothing called mistake for me..if u do some thing and fails for first time  it's ignorance..if you repeat the same failure then it's a choice..

He utter the same words
Thus I said the same is boring..

Enough the sugar of words
Need the essence in actions
Lies and excuses burying my life

Then he told the word called love faded for ever!

There is a huge difference between being with some one and pretending to be with some one..
There is huge difference between take an effort to care for some one and escaping from any situation saying excuses..
 If , your actions may not mean your words..

The end of love is not getting married,it's all about love untill death embrace you..

The thing thou forgot to realise was my heart is linked to thy heart beats...thy was my mirror of myself..then where did I lost thy presence?

If silence is thy wish I will dive in to the depth of it..but never let me go away from thy shadow..

Depression attacks like a flood which carries thousands and lacs of thoughts in a force for damaging all the system of mind..while people shower advices it will find its own path of self destruction.. because the advises will never reach to the person who is ruled by depression.

Some times while standing infront of the mirror makes me wonder who is the stranger in that ...I berely knew this new version of me.. every day a bit of new me is adding to it..what I was and what I becoming seems like mystery to me.

Wrapped under thy wings once I used to cease the most wonderful dreams of my life!now I wonder where all those dreams faded!

Once there was love called "platonic"..with out seeing with out touching u can feel how much u love each..never bonded of any perishing things..beauty,body,old age,no demands..nothing was boundary for it..that was beautiful...do you remember?we use to own it..

When you feel that you are not wanted in some life's,when your self respect is harmed..you should walk away.. because when a mind is fully poisoned only it is reflected in their actions..if you want to cling on their lifes one day you have to became the most shattered master piece of god.understand before it's late..it's your life..you faced alot things in life..this too will pass..the one who will never leave your side is just you yourself..love yourself so much that any love comes secondary..so tht no body can wound you...

I still not understand how easily religion and caste can fill poison in people's mind..I feel pity for those..how wonderful it would be if we all pray to the power behind all creation than to pictures..truth is God created life..now we seeing is human creating gods and their stories and fight for their god as if god have to be saved,forgetting the fact that we r saved by that one god who can do anything..

Some one who walk with..

not a bit front or back..

who is the synonym of the word "trust"

who listen with ear but accept with heart

who holds before the tear shed..

in which eyes we find our reflection

as clear than a mirror..

who read the mind by a single glance

or a just a sound "m"

who's one push can help to win

 any race of life

who's  shoulder will be the ultimate

place for the comfort

who's one hug can soothe and

cure the unsaid wounds in heart

who's lap itself guard for a secure sleep..

who's smiling face brighten the

whole day..and who

remains like a shadow in each steps

in front of whom we can be ourself

who's..naughtiness,comments,laughing..

as well as tears and fears becomes our's also..

without any discrimination

whether far away or near..a relation

which never change color..ever can be fade

or be vanished by any weapon..

a place in which we and our little secrets can be safe

who will b the part of all those good memories..

& remains in a good portion of heart..

who's known in whole world in one name..

thats ........."A FRIEND...A Best friEND"!!

When someone want to go away they find reasons which will hurt us so that they can get rid of us in cool way and blame will come on us..

You should be like a poem..when you think somebody starts understanding u more than a limit you should add two line more to your poem..cz in this world reading the same lines makes any one bored..